bye bye b8
post RDB , i forgot this blog was supposed to act like a diary and not a preachin forum .
so anyway i'm back to recording ... the big and small , important and not so important , moments ; the integration of which will be called my LIFE .
So we said our final goodbye to T's place .
T's place . our den . our nest . our own personal #20 (monica's place) . our second home !
And as we all sat there for the last time , we tried to remember all the things we did there ... all the new year parties , diwali parties , no-reason parties , all the group study attempts , all the movies which we watched , all the sports shows i dint want to watch , all the sitcoms , all the love making (tat i dint make ) , all the eating on the carpet , all the stay overs cuz i was too tired to get back home , all the nonsense talk , all the intelligent talk , all the plans and schemes that were fabricated , and most importantly ....all the "just laying around " activities !
its all over .
and as i left the place , for the last time , i realised .... i'll never wake up to sit in that terrace and watch the sun rise , or get drenched when it rains , never have tea sitting on the floor , never give company while someone smokes in the balcony , never drink there in the hope of getting sloshed , never stay over for no reason , never study lying on that bed , never watch TV lazing on that sofa , never dig inside the fridge to find something interesting , nevr bunk college to come her , never keep my bag and helmet in the special place where i used to , never make faces in that mirror , never pee in that loo !
and now i'm sounding way too gay !
but the thing is , its amzing how scewed up humans are !
how we develop a strong bonding with even non living entities !
how we give life to the color of the paint on the walls , the furniture and the the tv remote !
and how full of LIFE , life is !
and how we realise all this only when something changes .
T's moving out of this place is independent of the other things that will soon change , yet in a way , it is a harbinger to the impending end of a phase of our lives . it is the begining of the end . a couple of months from now , all of us will disperse .... meet new ppl - make new friends - bond with other non living things - perhaps find another T's place !!
yet nothing will replace this place .
bye bye B-8 !
so anyway i'm back to recording ... the big and small , important and not so important , moments ; the integration of which will be called my LIFE .
So we said our final goodbye to T's place .
T's place . our den . our nest . our own personal #20 (monica's place) . our second home !
And as we all sat there for the last time , we tried to remember all the things we did there ... all the new year parties , diwali parties , no-reason parties , all the group study attempts , all the movies which we watched , all the sports shows i dint want to watch , all the sitcoms , all the love making (tat i dint make ) , all the eating on the carpet , all the stay overs cuz i was too tired to get back home , all the nonsense talk , all the intelligent talk , all the plans and schemes that were fabricated , and most importantly ....all the "just laying around " activities !
its all over .
and as i left the place , for the last time , i realised .... i'll never wake up to sit in that terrace and watch the sun rise , or get drenched when it rains , never have tea sitting on the floor , never give company while someone smokes in the balcony , never drink there in the hope of getting sloshed , never stay over for no reason , never study lying on that bed , never watch TV lazing on that sofa , never dig inside the fridge to find something interesting , nevr bunk college to come her , never keep my bag and helmet in the special place where i used to , never make faces in that mirror , never pee in that loo !
and now i'm sounding way too gay !
but the thing is , its amzing how scewed up humans are !
how we develop a strong bonding with even non living entities !
how we give life to the color of the paint on the walls , the furniture and the the tv remote !
and how full of LIFE , life is !
and how we realise all this only when something changes .
T's moving out of this place is independent of the other things that will soon change , yet in a way , it is a harbinger to the impending end of a phase of our lives . it is the begining of the end . a couple of months from now , all of us will disperse .... meet new ppl - make new friends - bond with other non living things - perhaps find another T's place !!
yet nothing will replace this place .
bye bye B-8 !
posted by scoffes at 8:00 PM
5 Comments:
hey.. dis post jus added to the already depressed mood i was in cuz coll's gonna end.. :(
everything u wrote is sooo true man!..
aaaaawwwwwwwwwww...y did u hafta remind me we movin on in life n all...aaaaahhhhhhh!! i still wannabe a kid!
i know u cried when u typed it out!! i know!! cuz i almost did readin it!! - lyn
but we did have a nice grand finale!! didnt we!!:) memories we ll always cherish...though the real thing has gone far away frm us!!
awww..its so true yaar..its all gonna end too soon..and then we have to start all over again...!!
boo hoo :(
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