bye bye b8
post RDB , i forgot this blog was supposed to act like a diary and not a preachin forum .
so anyway i'm back to recording ... the big and small , important and not so important , moments ; the integration of which will be called my LIFE .
So we said our final goodbye to T's place .
T's place . our den . our nest . our own personal #20 (monica's place) . our second home !
And as we all sat there for the last time , we tried to remember all the things we did there ... all the new year parties , diwali parties , no-reason parties , all the group study attempts , all the movies which we watched , all the sports shows i dint want to watch , all the sitcoms , all the love making (tat i dint make ) , all the eating on the carpet , all the stay overs cuz i was too tired to get back home , all the nonsense talk , all the intelligent talk , all the plans and schemes that were fabricated , and most importantly ....all the "just laying around " activities !
its all over .
and as i left the place , for the last time , i realised .... i'll never wake up to sit in that terrace and watch the sun rise , or get drenched when it rains , never have tea sitting on the floor , never give company while someone smokes in the balcony , never drink there in the hope of getting sloshed , never stay over for no reason , never study lying on that bed , never watch TV lazing on that sofa , never dig inside the fridge to find something interesting , nevr bunk college to come her , never keep my bag and helmet in the special place where i used to , never make faces in that mirror , never pee in that loo !
and now i'm sounding way too gay !
but the thing is , its amzing how scewed up humans are !
how we develop a strong bonding with even non living entities !
how we give life to the color of the paint on the walls , the furniture and the the tv remote !
and how full of LIFE , life is !
and how we realise all this only when something changes .
T's moving out of this place is independent of the other things that will soon change , yet in a way , it is a harbinger to the impending end of a phase of our lives . it is the begining of the end . a couple of months from now , all of us will disperse .... meet new ppl - make new friends - bond with other non living things - perhaps find another T's place !!
yet nothing will replace this place .
bye bye B-8 !
so anyway i'm back to recording ... the big and small , important and not so important , moments ; the integration of which will be called my LIFE .
So we said our final goodbye to T's place .
T's place . our den . our nest . our own personal #20 (monica's place) . our second home !
And as we all sat there for the last time , we tried to remember all the things we did there ... all the new year parties , diwali parties , no-reason parties , all the group study attempts , all the movies which we watched , all the sports shows i dint want to watch , all the sitcoms , all the love making (tat i dint make ) , all the eating on the carpet , all the stay overs cuz i was too tired to get back home , all the nonsense talk , all the intelligent talk , all the plans and schemes that were fabricated , and most importantly ....all the "just laying around " activities !
its all over .
and as i left the place , for the last time , i realised .... i'll never wake up to sit in that terrace and watch the sun rise , or get drenched when it rains , never have tea sitting on the floor , never give company while someone smokes in the balcony , never drink there in the hope of getting sloshed , never stay over for no reason , never study lying on that bed , never watch TV lazing on that sofa , never dig inside the fridge to find something interesting , nevr bunk college to come her , never keep my bag and helmet in the special place where i used to , never make faces in that mirror , never pee in that loo !
and now i'm sounding way too gay !
but the thing is , its amzing how scewed up humans are !
how we develop a strong bonding with even non living entities !
how we give life to the color of the paint on the walls , the furniture and the the tv remote !
and how full of LIFE , life is !
and how we realise all this only when something changes .
T's moving out of this place is independent of the other things that will soon change , yet in a way , it is a harbinger to the impending end of a phase of our lives . it is the begining of the end . a couple of months from now , all of us will disperse .... meet new ppl - make new friends - bond with other non living things - perhaps find another T's place !!
yet nothing will replace this place .
bye bye B-8 !
posted by scoffes at 8:00 PM
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